Saturday, April 17, 2010
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:D My blog is seriously so dead. Haha.I can't be bothered to update, blogger seems to be getting so boring nowadays.
Sorry for the previous post. Everyone has asked me why I'm so pissed and to chill. Thanks for the concern (: I'm really alright :)
Wushu competition ended so fast. I slogged the entire year for a 1minute plus performance but looking back now, I enjoyed myself on the carpet. I'm glad I won 4th, but at the same time I know that luck was also helping me. A little slip and I might have been last. But the comp's over, there's no use looking back now. I'll do my best for next year, and I'll try my best as well (: Thanks for all those who helped me in one way or another.
I can't believe it. I still cannot get over it. It seemed to only happen yesterday. Everything was so fine. Everyone was great. We were great. Suddenly you tell me that.
Any idea how crushed I was?
Thanks a lot. I still cannot get over it. I have no idea why. I feel so dumb. I bet you don't give a damn anymore and you're probably laughing at one corner with everyone else.
Then why am I not laughing?
Why am I unhappy?
I shouldn't be, damn you. I really shouldn't be. I wish that you never appeared.
On a sidenote, I'm fine everyone :D I just need to vent my frustration out here.
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